i hear they (who the fuck are they?) say that it’s not good to dwell on the bad

but man oh man do i need to vent

time and time again this workaholic M.O I maintain is fucking driving me mad

I love to work and do and reach goals…

but the variables/obstacles that I face in my line of work really make it hard for me to shine

and if there is anything to know about me 

I am an OVERACHIEVER

I beat myself over bullshit all the fucking time

I know “I’m doing my best….” blah blah blah

but its crazy how problem can snowball into an avalanche of dog shit on my life

and like someone once very close to me used to say all time

MY LIFE HURTS

well…in any case I just needed to air that out for a quick sec…

now I am going to step in front of a Dominican cab driver and off myself.

HELLO/GoodBYE